smalltowngossip

So I spent the day at work contemplating my blog from last night.   Am I having more feelings than I want to admit for local crush?  He is married, seperated, but married non the less.  His life is far more complicated than mine.  I mean my life was complicated and it is finallly starting to slow down and get less chaotic.  Do I want to muddy it up again?  I can’t seem to stop thinking about him and the times I spend with him are not chaotic.  They feel right.  I don’t know what I am going to do.  I am actually a little afraid to talk to him about this.  He finds every excuse in the book to spend time with me but I don’t know if he is starting to have feelings too.